12 OF 12…5!!!!

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So this may be my last 12 OF 12 for a while. It’s a good one because it really shows what my life is like.

Lately it’s all about the gym and diet for me. I get up and hit the gym 1st thing for cardio on an empty stomach. I do 45 minutes 5xs a week. And 3/4xs a week Melanie and I run in the late afternoon.

I hate working out. It bores me. I have a gym play list that keeps me going. The song Hate Me Now by NaS really gets me going.

(Chorus) Well you hate me I’m gon‘ hate you too It’s as simple as that You don’t give a fuck I don’t give a fuck Go down any way you want it to go down Weak, jealous motherfuckers Fuck y’all! (Verse 2) You wanna hate me then hate me; what can I do but keep gettin money, funny I was just like you I had to hustle hard never give up, until I made it Now y’all sayin that’s a clever nigga, nuttin to play with Hate on me, I blew but I’m the same ol G People warn me, when you’re on top there’s envy Took my niggas out the hood, but you doubt on us Sayin we left the hood but can’t get it out of us My bad, should I step out my shoes, give ’em to you? Here’s my cars and my house, you can live in that too Criticize when I flow for the streets, hate my dress code Gucci this, Fendi that, what you expect hoe



I love NaS and I know how he feels. I have my share of crazies trying to clown me too. I’m not that hard-core about it. I’m a bit of a pragmatist. Say whatever the hell you want but keep using my name. @ the end of the day it only adds to my fame. Ooh look I’m a rapper too!

This is our frig. It’s also a shrine to hot guys and pretty girls. It’s where I keep the unfiltered apple juice and flax seed oil for my Maxx Muscle Banana Chocolate Creme Pie protein shakes. 8 oz juice, 8 oz Smartwater, some frozen berries, 2 tbsp flax seed oil and 2 scoops protein powder. Kinda yummy.

Today is crazy. I have 2 auditions very close to each other. I also have a meeting about a hosting gig. I hate being this busy. I love it but it’s times like these I realize I need to hire a driver. Or learn to drive. But I’d rather have a driver. A hot one who puts out…

The bus. Yeah, I ride the bus. In L.A. People find that amazing. Even if I had a car I’d still take the bus. Though sometimes it’s not so glam. Today was okay. There was a gardener ahead of me, a homeless woman ahead of him, a crazily dressed older woman in a brocade mini in front of her and a super hot gay tourist in front of everyone. @ least I think he was gay. He was definitely hot.

This is the door to the casting agency. I’m here for Verizon.

My size sheet, sides and head shot. They changed the sides on us! Added more lines! Damn!

Here I am crossing the street to audition #2. I hate touching those “push to cross” buttons. Especially over on Las Palmas and Santa Monica. Not pretty. Not pretty at all.

Another size sheet, more sides and my head shot. Pretty in pink.

Actors waiting. The guy on the left is hot as hell! I almost hope he gets it more than me. Almost.

Here’s me on the 25 cent bus on the way home. My outfit was hot today. True Religion jeans, brown suede wing-tip boot, brown Club Monaco shirt and a brown pin-striped J. Lindbergh blazer. I’m listening to Pieces Of Me by Ashlee Simpson. I love her and that song.

On the way home I stop and buy the new TV Guide because I’m in it and the new Star magazine because I’m in it and a 20g protein Clif bar because I’m hungry. Tonight? Laundry.